So a recent chain of events in my life has led me to the brink of a mindset that I'm not comfortable with. And the means I used to express myself when I didn't feel too great, meaning my writing and photography, have suffered. I can't remember the last time I posted anything on DeviantART...

Not too long ago, I thought everything was so perfect in my life and it seemed like I had nothing to worry about. And when things happened, they were always minor, and I was good at handling emotional pain. And then, everything happened at once. The stitches which were holding my perfect little world together were brutally ripped apart at the seams, and everything I stood for had to change.

And me, being the weird freak that I am, tend to act even happier, cheerful, and pleasant when I'm depressed or upset than when I'm actually feeling good. I guess I enjoy lying to myself to ease up the pain.

So anyway, I should be coming back to DeviantART, posting things again, to help me manage some of this built up emotion, that is, I don't want to say it's depression, but something similar maybe, eh, I dunno.

That, and the fact that I really missed deviantART and all the amazing, talented friends I've made here and I'm sorry I've neglected you guys. Love you all!

Oh, here's something interesting-I was diagnosed with ADD over the summer, which seems strange to me, because I always thought I was good at focusing on something, but then again, I can't have music on while I do homework or anything...huh. Oh, a shiny!!!!

Lol, jk. See, I feel better already.